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My Band Page [16 Mar 2009|02:51pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I have made a music myspace for my band


http://www.myspace.com/gravesovermetropolis

I'm Lost In Oblivion

Hello everyone... [04 Mar 2009|10:08am]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | HIM - Venus Doom ]

I am sorry it has been so long since I have posted on here but I am using a myspace at the moment. This is Marc by the way. My myspace page is http://www.myspace.com/anrielsaaria

if anyone wants to add me that would be cool. I would love to get back in touch with all of you out here in LJ land. I will also be making another LJ and you tube page. But that is for another time. Please message me and let us reopen the lines of communication. Talk to you all soon hopefully. Take care lovelies

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Be a Horror Film Star! [10 Aug 2007|08:23pm]


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Submit a video clip of yourself in a avi,wmv,mpg format. The video can last as long as 3 minutes. No pornographic, nudity, obscene, or unacceptable language allowed. http://tampagold.com/horrorpictureshow/uploadvideo.html  There is no cost to enter. All entries can be submitted at any time but must be received prior to midnight, Eastern time, on September 9, 2007. ****Make sure to enter your sponsor code wakers3**** 

Ever want to be in a real movie ? How about a speaking part in a soon to be produced second series of the Nightmare Collection 2 - Body Count. 

We have two parts available: 
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Help promote this contest! 



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LAME!!! [17 Mar 2006|10:59am]
[ music | HIM - Play Dead ]

I know most everyone doesn't use lJ anymore because it is like so a few years ago and all. But, I love using mine so I am going to keep using it.

How the hell have you all been lately? I miss the commenting back and forth and I miss my friends I made here. I hope you all are still on LJ's. Anyway, I just wanted to touch up on that.

I am still waiting for immigration bullshit to be over with. I am currently in Pennsylvania living with my mother (step-mother) because I need to get a job and I wanted to be closer to Jamie while I have to wait this 6-13 month wait to move in with her. It sucks so bad but, it has to be done. Anyway I will talk to you all again later.

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Married Life [30 Jan 2006|12:18pm]
[ mood | devious ]
[ music | Jimi Hendrix - Voodoo Child ]

How has everyone been? I have been on a leave of absence from blog or rating sites. I am sure you all know how it must be. So, lately I have been very busy with Jamie. We have been sleeping, eating, fucking, washing, and pretty much what every normal married couple should be doing. Everything is going so wonderfuly perfect. I just wish I could full on live here now. Soon though. This immigration bullshit might take forever but, I am so willing to wait out for the time to come back up here and live for good.

I just really want everyone to know that I am truly and honestly one hundred percent happy now. I have everything I need in life and I think it could only get better. Not worse.

It is about that time where I should be getting off now and go do something else. Take care and I will post again soon.
- Marc

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I Want My Wife!!! [16 Dec 2005|10:06am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | HIM - Under The Rose ]

I really can not stand being away from my wife. I miss her and love her so unconditionaly. Jamie if you are reading this..."I miss you angel."

As for the whole Spin Magazine thing. I have just received information that it will be the January 2006 issue that has me in it. So if you still feel like looking for the mag to see it. I would very much appreciate it. I am just so excited because to me it feels like a big break to be put in such a big magazine. Spin does have a large range of followers right?

I am listening to HIM right now, and what else would I be listening to besides HIM? lol. Sometimes I do'nt even know what I want to listen to so I put HIM in. I am thinking about either sometime this week or next week to go and get another tattoo and get mine all touched up a bit...actualy some of them need a lot of touch ups. I am just rambling now so I am out of here. If anyone gets Spin and sees me let me know because I haven't even looked for it.
- YZ

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Great News... [14 Dec 2005|11:45am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | The 69 Eyes - The Hand Of God f/ Ville Valo ]

I don't really know if anyone reads this anymore but, if you do here is some very great information. I did an interview with Spin magazine back in October for Gothicfest that I co-hosted and then pretty much hotsed myself. Sorry to bring up past news. Anyway, the magazine comes out this Thursday Internationaly I am sure because Spin is world known. It has some interviews and pictures of me and the co host in the magazine. Everyone go out and get a copy. I would love to hear what everyone thought about the articles. Thanks.

As for today I am off to S.F. once again to see my family and friends for christmas. A part of me can't wait to go home and do some stupid things and a whole lot of surfing and skating. And then there is the major part of me that doesn't want to leave Canada and miss my wife for 2 weeks. What can I do though? I have to go home. I haven't seen everyone in Cali in so long. I am sure everyone misses me even if they hated me back there. Well, as for this post, I am done so please pick up a copy of Spin if you are interested. Thanks again everyone and take care. I love you Jamie.
- YZ

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A Bit Upset... [12 Dec 2005|06:11pm]
I am a bit upset about having to leave my hunni bunni all alone but, she will be fine. I will miss her and she knows that it is just I wish I could spend christmas with her. Even though she doesn't celebrate it. When I get back to San Francisco I am going to make some updates with some old DHC stuff if anybody from my old journal remembers my video with my friends. Anyway, I am done for now everyone take care and have a happy holiday and winter.
- YZ
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A Poem I Needed To Share... [02 Dec 2005|09:38pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Jamie's Gift (The Depression Stops)

When depression reared its ugly head
in a razor form for the blood I've shed
I think of the river flowing red
from the single wound to death he bled

When depression calls my father's name
in a whistleing wind behind the rain
I find myself being tortured by blame
for the being the one who drove him insane

My depression sinks into my heart
in a furious rush that tears me apart
I fill with sorrow and the crying starts
for the fears I have alone in the dark

My depression tried to make my end
in hurtful memories of a vicious trend
I feel the pain and the fear set in
until I see my wife and I'm smiling again

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A Little Story From My Heart... [30 Nov 2005|01:00pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | HIM - Venus (In Our Blood) ]

I am back in Canada with Jamie again. I must tell you all I couldn't be happier than how I am with her. I am finaly shaking every irrational fear of losing her over something stupid. I mean hell, she isn't one of my ex-girlfriends who always lost their fucking minds over stupid things. She doesn't care about the small things. So in turn, I am slowly shaking the fear of the small things biting me in the ass. I love her so much that it is at the point where I could blow up from overwhleming rushes of joy, love, and life. I actualy appreciate what shitty hand I had in the beginning. My life is just like poker, "Texas Hold'em" Style. I had a crappy hand with a 2 and 3 of spades. o0o0o doesn't that mean death? The whole spades thing? I never quite understood what Motorhead meant by "Ace of Spades." Great song though. Ok I am back tracking from what I want to say here. With my hand of a 2 and 3 the flop proved to be a 4 and 5 with the river card pulling out a six to give me a nice straight draw and come out wiht something better than nothing. Keep in mind this is how I felt my hand read before Jamie's graces blessed me. After Jamie I realised my hand was a pair of pocket aces right off the bat because, I wasn't the one representing the cards. Now I feel as though I had aces all along, considering the fact that I am better than a hand of just a 2 and 3. I am as good and as hard to get rid of just like the player with a pair of aces. I could win easily or at least assume I will. I mean c'mon, I do have aces now. Someone tell me if I made no fucking sense what so ever. I honestly feel like that didn't come out right, but it did. I think Jamie will understand what I am trying to say here. See in case anyone is lost, the hand of a 2 and 3 represented me feeling as useless and looked down upon. Of course, in a hand of poker if you have a 2 and 3 you will look down upon your hand and say fuck. I really got a shitty card draw here. But, with these aces in my hand I feel unbeatable. I feel as beautiful and powerful as someone would with the hand that could literaly take the breath away and break the spirits of other people. Should I not feel like I am that damn good. No....I should. In other words people I am just happy that my view looking back on my life is changing. Everything happened for the beautiful reason of me being led to the one I will love and live by for the rest of my life. My Jamie is the by far one of the best things I have ever had the luxury or pleasure of knowing and/or having. I just hope all of the people who stood by me for all of my posts about being so depressed and blah, blah, blah, are still standing by me now. I am going to go wake her up now because I am feeling like all I wan tto do is kiss here and state my new found thought about my life prior to her, and how I feel about the life we will have together. I see kids, at least 2-4. Who knows, maybe even 12. LOL. All I know is that when we have kids together I will hold every breath of theirs and Jamie's so close to my heart that if for any moment they were to hurt I will die a little more inside just to protect them. Anything that will come from Jamie and I will be the most beautiful thing I will ever know. I can't wait to be calling her momma and it actualy being true. I can't wait to wake up with her every morning to the sound of a family that I never had. I promise I will never be like my father. I will not hit my kids, or throw them out of 2 story apartments, or break their noses everytime the feel the urge to talk back, or slam them into walls, or make them drink beer from age 3-5, or leave life altering and life smashing scars on their backs from whipping them with studded belts, or darg their mother from outside of a car until her knee was completely taken off, or hit their mother and yell at her for no reason, I will never do any of those things my father did to me to them. Does that make sense?

I HATE MY FATHER!!! He fucked me up so bad and he doesn't even know it. I want him dead. I am sick of being sad with him and always giving in to him saying he has changed. He never had and never will. I am just a bastard with no father and no mother. I am so sorry everyone. I don't mean to get so emotional it is just me. I am a big ball of emotion and it is all his fault. Just for your information. I am making this post because I had a dream re-living the nightmares of himbeating me with a belt and breaking my nose. I am leaving now to wake up my lover because I need her. Thanks for listening or even caring...I know it is hard to care about someone you don't even really know but, I hope this has made it a little easier to understand me.
- YZ

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WEDDING PHOTOS [19 Nov 2005|11:30pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | Billy Idol - L.A. Woman ]

HERE ARE THE PHOTOS YOU ALL HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR...
http://www.livejournal.com/users/devlsplaymate/3947.html

CLICK AND ENJOY THE PICS...
UNTIL LATER LOVELIES.
- YZ

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All The Info You Never Got... [18 Nov 2005|12:27pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | The 69 Eyes - Christina Death ]

Hey there lovelies,
Jamie and I were married on the 9th of this month. It was so beautiful to see her in a wedding dress all day long. I couldn't believe that I was getting married. I know alot of other people thought it would never happen but, I am glad it did. We took a limo to the wedding, it was fantastic. I remember her walking down the aisle straight towards me....let me just say, I was so overwhelmed with great emotions of love, happiness, and everything else good I could have ever felt. She made me smile like a little kid on holidays, I mean that by me beig all giddy like a school girl. She has the power to make me go through any cycle of emotion that she wanted to. I am sure I could do the same with her but, we are only interested in making each other the happiest we have ever been. We exchanged vows and had a super kiss (which might I add, always feels like the first kiss,) Anyway, I honestly don't want to say everything that happened quite yet but, I will anyway.

After the wedding we had a long and boring ass limo ride back to our mother's house. You know what I meant by that I hope. Anyway, when we got there it was awesome because we had picked up our catering from Pusateries (Jamie...did I spell that correctly?) LOL. A few of Jamie's friends who happen to be mine as well were there, along with some of Mom's friends. While everyone was eating we watched the wedding video and smoked some pot outside. LOL. After the video we watched all of our friends and family depart abd we ventured back home together, with Leat though.

At our house we watched some movies and T.V until Leat went home and then Jamie and I were off to sleep.
I know that I am making some unbelievably long run-on sentences but, I can't help it while I am excited.

Then on this past Sunday as a wedding gift I got to go see HIM in concert again. OMFG!!! If you have never seen them then that sucks for you because, the material from Dark Light made the show so much fucking better. Enough about HIM because everyone knows I fucking love them.

Now I am an emotional wreck. I miss Jamie so terribly and I want to be with her so bad, I am hoping to be able to come hoe 4 days earlier than expected so I can get back to my wife. I know she fucking needs me because, I need her just as bad, and she knows it. I miss you lover, more than you know. I am going to talk to you later today and hopefuly we can get all of that planning straightened out. Anyway, I am at my mom's (Saylorsburg, PA) in case anyone was wondering. Might I add, that I am so fucking sad without you honey. I am happy here because I am here with family but, I really would be happier with you always.

BABY I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO COME HOME SOONER. I LOVE YOU DARLING. As for everyone else I love you and take care.
- YZ

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Good Day Lovelies... [06 Nov 2005|02:44pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | AFI - Bleed Black ]

Holy Shit...it is 3 days away until I am getting married. FUCK YES!!! I deserve this sudden rush of happiness that has constantly been flowing through every channel, and vein in my body. Jamie is honestly the best fucking thing that has happened to me. What would I do without her love, without her faith in me or, without anything she has to offer? Can anyone else believe what I am saying?

I will do my best to post some pics of the big day for everyone to see. Of course like a day or two after the big day. *devious smile* Other than the wedding stuff, I was wondering if anyone from here knew about my new vf profile. If not...
http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=YZ0f_EXV

I should be going now considering I have to excercise and wait for my beloved to return. I am so EXCITED!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!
- YZ

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Best News On My Journal So Far... [30 Oct 2005|03:38pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]
[ music | Rancid - Maxwell Murder ]

This has got to be the best news I have ever had the luxury and privelage to tell.


** JAMIE & I ARE GETTING MARRIED ON NOVEMBER 9TH **

That is right everyone. Jamie and I are getting married. We are happily awaiting the day where true love becomes legally documented. I can't wait though. I need to have her as my wife now. I love her so much and I am sure everyone can tell.

I hope everyone supports the decision we made. Be happy everyone, I am. What a shocker right? Marc...happy? Well that's right bitches...I am happy. LOL. Soon enough everyone will be able to greet us as...

** Mr. & Mrs. Seawell (Marc Brandon Seawell, jr. & Jamie Elise Seawell) **

We have also made the decision of writing our own vows. I am super excited about that...except...the fact that I am completely nervous about saying everything in the vows out loud. I am sure I will pull through because I want Jamie to know what I have to say. I might post our vows after the wedding so everyone be watching for those.

As for now I am out of here and about to start working some more on a song that is troubling me called "Heart To Ashes (Miracle)" I will also post these lyrics up when I am completely done with the song. Everyone enjoy the great news and wish us luck. We thank you all for your support.
- YZ

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I Need This... [25 Oct 2005|04:24pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Dyannand - Inner Realms 1 ]

I am still here in Canada. I was suposed to leave today but, Jamie and I decided to have me stay longer. I will be here until Dec. 14th now. While jamie sits in the other room making hair falls. I am in the computer room making a new post, obviously.

I feel like saying something to my friend James...(if he reads this)

James,
I miss you bro. I hope everything is going fine with you as much as I hope you stay strong until I get back. Dude, we have to skate hardcore sessions when I get back. Along with going out to Santa Cruz with some old Dog Town boards. Old ass small decks that we will be able to do the same hard turns as we do surfing the waves behind the lighthouse. You down? I know I am down. lol. If everyone only knew what we mean when we ask if you are down. Dude I am going to call you later today and see if everything is all good. Anyway main I love you and I hope everything is alright because I know I need you to be ok. Get back to me man.

Jamie,
As I sit here in the other room I realise, that everything I am at this moment is all because of the love you bestow to me. I sit here looking at you and wish, that we were married right now. You look so elegant sitting there making hair falls completely oblivious to what I am writting in here. Though you will read it at some point. I can't wait to celebrate your birthday with you, considering I will be here. YAY. Be as happy as I am. Show me all the love you can like you always do. Forgive this random moment but, there is a rivet on my jeans that is poking my ass cheek and it hurts... *stands up to adjust.* You gave me a silly look. LOL. Hunni Bunni if only you could see in my heart, you would see your name spray painted on every city wall and posters of you all over like flyers that glitter the streets of the city. What would I have without you? I would be home in S.F. abused by every fucking person and thing in the town that doesn't like me. Which is very easy to do. Not liking me is like second nature to most of the world but, with you, everything is fine and I feel loved more than ever. Forever we shall be darling and forever we are in love with one another. Anyway I need to get back to you in the other room though you are taking pictures of the finished hair falls. Love you forever hunni bunni.

Here is a small poem

"All I Have Left"
In the darkside of my heart
as a full moon in star light
illuminates the river of love
we share a glass of blood red wine
You say your vows to me quietly
caressing my chest from behind
and as I turn your words cease
with the kiss that had stopped time
Frozen we fall in to the current
carried away by the gentle river
into the center of a chapel
to be married in life and death
"With this ring I thee wed
to be without you I would be dead
so hold me close and kiss me now
as I cry "You're All I Have Left."

- YZ

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Lovely Time... [21 Oct 2005|05:58pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | AFI - Days of the Phoenix ]

I am in the highest peak of bliss...

I can't get over me and Jamie's relationship...how great we get along, how much we love each other, or any aspect of it. Inside my heart I feel so many things I lost when my uncle died:
- respected
- loved
- needed
- wanted
- beautiful
- stunning
- gorgeous
- intelligent
- talented, and so many other things.

I love sleeping next to her everynight because if I wake up I can see her. If I have a bad dream she is there for me. Of course everything works vice versa in our relationship but, I am just saying what I love from my point of view. I couldn't speak for her because, I can't even speak for myself sometimes. She makes me realise what gifts I have and that I am a gift specificaly designed for her. As she is for me. Everything about us fits so perfectly into alignment. She is my true love and I can totaly tell that after four months and a few days because she is everything I was meant to have and cherish with my life. if I never have another breath after today I hope my last breath is spent dedicating my love to her. I will say it as loud as I possibly could as I would fall and die. We are going to get married, I just don't want to give it all away just yet. I found what i need to pull me out of the hell whole I called a life.


I DEDICATE EVERYTHING I EVER STOOD FOR AND STILL STAND FOR TODAY, TO THE ONLY WOMAN WHO EVER MADE ME FEEL SECURE AND FULLY HAPPY...

JAMIE I LOVE YOU...
- MARC

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Well, Well, Well... [17 Oct 2005|05:57pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | HIM - The Cage ]

I am happy to post that I am still insanely happy. I hope evryone is doing good right now. Jamie is taking a nap and I thought, why not post something? So here are the lyrics to:

"Lost In Oblivion"

As days fade to night
staring in your eyes
all the stars fall in line
So with a gentle kiss
we cease to exist
born in a love so devine

I would take my life for you
and venture deep inside this tomb
where devils cry a somber blue
as you sing the angel's tune

I'm lost in oblivion
like love's casket
scorched in hope's flame
under depths of winter snow
And fall into your arms
to be found
enthroned by your heart
and lost inside you

Stars fall in hand
for the birth of a plan
to be tammed by bliss
So look in this heart
that would never start
the first beat was your kiss

-- That was the end --

I hope everyone liked it because it took me awhile to write it.
Anyway if you dead take the time to read it, thanks ery much and I hope everything for you is going well.
- YZ

WARNING:--The following are some sexual things I have to say. BE WARNED--:
I am bisexual and I have done everything you can do with a guy. I even do some of those things with Jamie. I like to be fingered and fucked...we haven't had her fuck me yet, but maybe soon. We bought some sexual toys for me. We got this really cool and yet very scary looking thing called "Aneros," It does what a million guys have never had. "The Male G-Spot Orgasm." I am hoping to have my first one tonight. If anyone wants to hear about what it was like or anyhting just let me know in a comment...leave the comment on this post. Thanks again everyone and thanks so much for letting me be open with you...considering it is my journal and I shouldn't care what you all have to read, but I don't want to make anyone not like me anymore. Anyway I am out of here to roll a fatty blunt...lol.
- YZ

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WARNING!!! [16 Oct 2005|03:18pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | The Birthday Massacre - Nevermind ]

WARNING!!! THIS POST IS VERY EXPLICIT IN CONTENT...DUE TO SEXUAL SUBJECT MATTER (WHICH WAS VERY GOOD BY THE WAY)...READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED...




This is my third happy post in a row. Take a moment to take that sound in. Ahh *sigh of relief* ...

Me and Jamie have been on a passionately savage fucking spree. We spend our time cuddling, walking, talking, and then everything gets to us kissing and then to more hands on action.

Ok...here goes the real dirty talk... If you do not wish to view this information then don't read it.

Last night was so fucking incredible...Jamie and I were sitting in a hot tub together...kissing and cuddling. I started smoking a joint in the water while the whole time I was so fucking ready to throw her down and kiss her sweet pussy. But instead she pulled my cock closer to her mouth where she gave me head and analy induced my state of ecstacy while jacking me off to the point of a mind exploding orgasm. Like she always does though. After she got me off we sat back in the tub for awhile where we decided to get her off. She sat out on the edge of the tub. She pulled out her vibrator and proceeded to stimulate herself while I fingered her. Kissing her inner thigh was so stimulating for her. I love her so much. Oh and by the way, yes I like when she uses a vibrator. I have nothing be ashamed of...considering I am the best lover shew has ever had. Oh and by the way I am not full of myself. I am just proud of my cock, my fingers, and my mouth. Back to the action.
Later we got out of the hot tub where I layed her down on the couch and we proceeded to play with her vibrator again. While using her toy to stimulate her succulant clit...we started a more savage make out session...while two of my fingers ran through her lips and into her wet pussy. I love the feel of being inside her...feeling every detail of my lover. By this time I wanted to really thrash my tongue about her and move down to her pussy...I started licking her inner thigh again and decided to move in and get her to have one of her most intense orgasms. I darted my tongue around her lips and clit before sticking my tongue into her. I pushed it in deep and started licking the insides of her juicy pussy. Almost immediately after starting to eat her out she was cumming on my tongue. She tensed up and her back arched while my face pushed harder into her. She let out a loud moan and grabbed me for a hard and loving kiss. Basicaly telling me how much she loves me and how no one has ever made her feel like that.
We sat and talked for a little bit after she got off. None the less we started kissing some more while her hands went straight for my cock to get me harder. I put a condom on my dick and she climbed on top of me slowly inserting me deep into her. At first a warm tightening sensation feel over my cock and then an instant hotter and wetter feeling while sliding in and out of her. She rocked my cock back and forth and in and out. I felt like I was falling into a pool of ecstacy. She has the body to fit me perfectly. She moans a little while I feel as if I am the one she will always love. A few more minutes of her mind boggling body riding mine so swiftly and elegantly until we decide to lay her down on her back where I can take control and fuck her into a state of luxury. I stuck my cock back inside her and started fucking harder and harder with every second. Her leg lifted and I felt her pussy totaly engulf my dick and sent me into oblivion. I fucking forgot how good it felt to be in my lover. So while I was re-learning the feeling I turned her on her side and put her legd at my right side and really started pounding into her. She got louder and so did I. Hardre and harder...louder and louder...and faster and faster it got until I couldn't hold it back. I came so hard into her and she choked me while I blew harder...it all caught me off guard.
After my orgasm after affects wore off...we talked and cuddled until the point oe and her wanting to sleep. How beautiful are we? I love you Jamie more than you can grasp. Everything you do to me feels so incredible. I wish you could feel it from my point of view and I could feel what you feel from you point of view. Love me forever darling. Now I am off to see about getting her to kiss me and hold me a bit. I need her so much, I worry about her, and I want her so bad. Jamie forever I will be your lover and love slave. if you will be mine. Love you and goodbye for now.


THAT WAS WHAT I WANTED TO SAY SO IF ANYONE WAS OFFENDED...I DON'T CARE BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO READ IT...THANKS FOR READING IF YOU DID...
- YZ

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I Bet You Didn't See This Coming... [11 Oct 2005|03:40pm]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | Coolio - Ganstas Paradise ]

This is my second happy post in a row...Things are really looking up for me. Do you ever wish that everything you do is the right thing to keep the one you love so incredibly happy? I feel like I want everything I do to be the thing she loves the most about me. "I feel lost in oblivion...like love's casket with six hundred and sixty six nails to close it grows cold under winter snow..." that is a line from a song I am working on...

Seriously now folks. I am going to leave now because I forgot what I wanted to say. Take care darlings.
- YZ

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Good Times!!! [08 Oct 2005|11:52am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | ohGr - Pore ]

I have been having the time of my life here again with Jamie. I have been on a non stop love fest ride with her. Also I have been making some adjustments to my online profiles and communities. The first community I have up here on LJ is... ( _hellsinkivamps ) ...don't join until you know what it is about and don't join yet because I am not done making it official. Anyway I am off to fix my VF profile, and then to make a cult on there. Thanks everyone who have added me to their journal. I really appreciate it. Talk to you darlings later.
- YZ

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